Archive for June 2009
My OCD
Rambling!
Out of all people, I thought my mom would know my obsession over perfecting things, but I guess not. I got really pissed off today when I was cutting & pasting the stupid protective cover over my new digital camera’s screen because it didn’t center and got dust caught in it. I had to do it twice and am still not happy with it. Aside from the dust (which I’ve gotten over), the cutting is kind of crappy, but I’m okay with that now. The thing that got me really pissed off was when my mom kept talking with my neighbor WHILE I WAS TRYING TO CONCENTRATE ON PASTING THAT THING. Then afterwards, she said to me, “Just let it go. You’re going to break the screen if you keep repasting it.” Yeah, really reassuring. That led me to get all paranoid about the screen again. I turned it on, and now I think two of the sides are slightly lighter because I tried to get stupid air bubbles out! I really have an OCD, seriously. And you know, my mom’s the same way. She’s telling me to let it go, but last time she was putting together shelves and a side got a little chipped, she complained about it for 3 days. Really, everyone is a hypocrite (I’m included in everyone! yay!). I really wonder if I’m ever going to get over this. I can imagine driving myself crazy and then just snapping one day. If I ever snap, someone take a video of it. I think it’ll be interesting.
Oh, and since we’re talking about the camera, Hiro took about 200 pictures on it today. He’s taken more pictures than me! XD
